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*...If Love Is A Labor I'll Slave Til The End...* [Jan. 25th, 2006|01:56 pm]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |boredbored]
[music |Swing Life Away_Life House]

Hey Lovers <3
Long time no update...apparently the last time I updated I was beligerantly drunk. Well I quit drinking, for now...I do stupid shit when I'm drunk. So anyways, moving right along...I'm bored & myspace is boring me....soo...here's something I stole from myspace...oh & my birthday is coming up. February 21st, don't forget mo fuckas.

A - Available? Yomp.

B - BEST FRIENDS: Linor

C - CRUSH: nobody

D- DADS NAME: Michael

E - EASIEST PEOPLE TO TALK TO: Katie & Linor

F- FAVE BAND? toooooo many

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: Worms

H - HOMETOWN: Panorama City

I - INSTRUMENT: i played the violin when I was 10

K - KIDS: one day

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Red Woods...

M - MILK FLAVOR? Stwabewwy

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 little brother

O - ONE WISH: if I had 1 wish we would be best friends, love would never end it would just begin. If i had one wish you would be my boo, promise to love you, trust me i'll trust you.

P - PHOBIA(S): spideys

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE: everybody thinks that everybody knows about everybody else. but now nobody knows anything about themselves cause they're all worried about everybody else.

R - REASON TO SMILE: my birfday

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: musical chairs_atmosphere

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9 something...I had school.

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: i love going to the pool hall & playing 3rd strike.

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: peas

W- WORST HABITS: ciggs

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: stomach

Y - YUMMY FOOD: mac & cheese

Z- ZODIAC SIGN: pisces



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My Best Friend is SOOOOO much tighter than YOURS, Trust Me. You Can't Fuck With This.

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...{View From Heaven...**** [Dec. 2nd, 2005|03:49 am]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |Belle {Repreise}]

I've lost 4 people that I've cared about in the last year, 4 people that I loved that are now dead.


I've lost 2 people this year that I care about & that I wanna be with.
* 1 because I was a drunken idiot.
* And the other one {the one I really care about} because he's a twacked out fucker, who doesn't trust anybody, but himself.

I still have my best friend, Linor. Who I love more than...well, anything.

I still have my alcohol, that I've decided drinking consistently like I was a few months ago isn't good, & have chilled on that.

I've gotten complete freedom from my family, which is great...but they've also stopped supporting me in every way that a 16 year old needs to be supported. Money. Clothes. Shoes. Everything.

I just got back from New York, & It was the worst New York trip I've ever had in my life {& I've gone to New York 2 times a year since I was born}

I watched my Dad cry, something that Italiano mafioso daddys do not do.

My favorite drink is Tattoo by Captain Morgan...I'm drinking it right now with Linor.

I have jet lag & it's really 7 in the morning for me...but I'm a motha fuckin gangster & can hang.

I miss somebody & I've missed them for the last month...& can't move on, because I don't know why I'm supposed to.

I'm moving to Manhattan...I've realized that where I belong.

Jimbo got a myspace....

I got a matching tattoo with my best friend, Linor {of course}....it's the tightest shit you'll ever see in your life.

My favorite song is called "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" by Panic! by the disco.


I started reading a book, the first book I've read in a long time...it's called "A Million Little Pieces", it's good as fuck...so get it now, you won't regret it I swear!!!

I'm a lot more drunk than I was when I started doing this entry...I surprised I can still type or spell...I've had to delete so much...I'd say I'm almost beligerant...Beligerant means...won't remember won't care....don't care;...won't care until I remember in the morning.


I like the new Eminem song....When I'm Gone.

Linor is still one of my best friens...no matter what, she's still there for me, sitting on her bed...but stilll here for me.

But...he doesn't trust anybody else but himself, but anybody that knows us doesn't know shit...

Alright well that's all I've got to say for now...well not really, uh I'm drunk & I don't want to say stupid shit....


Peace...

{ictures later, when I'm not beligerant...off Capty Morgy, my boy friend, if you don't know.
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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2005|04:12 pm]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |Like A Soldier_ITALICS]

Basically this is my first update in forever...

Name: Brittany Danielle Bellucci
Nickname: Bellucci
Single or Taken: single
Birthday: February 21st
Siblings: brother
Eye color: light brown
Shoe size: 6
Height: 5'3"
What are u wearing now: PJ pants
Where do you live: Northridge
Righty or lefty: righty
Breakfast: FrankenBerry
Aftershave/Perfume: Burberry Brit
Favorite cartoon character: Stewie

HAVE YOU EVER
Smoked: yes
Bungee Jumped: no
Parasailed: no
Gone skinny dipping: yes
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: yes
Eaten a dog biscuit: yes, my uncle told me it was slim jim
Got your tongue stuck to a pole: no
Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes
Played truth or dare: yes
Been in a physical fight: yes
Been in a police car: not for being arrested
Been in a sauna: yeah
Swam in the ocean: yeah
Fallen asleep in school: yes
Ran away?: yes
Broken someone's heart?: yes
Cried when someone you love died: yes {R.I.P Mark}
Flashed someone: yes
Cried in school: yeahh
Fell off your chair: haha yeah
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes
Saved MSN / YAHOO / AOL / AIM conversations: yes
Saved e-mails: yeah
Fallen for your best friend?: yes
Been cheated on?: yeah

First thing that comes to mind
Red: blood
Blue: water
Autumn: leaves
Cows: milk
Greenland: cold
Cat: mouse
nickel: silver
Elbow: tounge

What is..
Your good luck charm: i don't have one
Whats your room like: pink & purple, bed, tv, disney, & clothes
Last thing you said: "oh"
What is beside you: a lot of stuff
What kind of shampoo do you use? panteen pro v brunette expressions
something that has happened to you this year: a lot a lot a lot of things
Chicken pox: never had them
Had a Sore Throat: yes
Believe in love at first sight?: nah
Like picnics: no
Like school: what's school?

Would you......
Eat a live hamster: OMG NO
Go to a hanson concert: fuck no
Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion bucks: fuck yes
If you were stuck on an island, what people/person would you want with you?: Linor & Johnny Depp

Who Was the last person...
You yelled at: my Mom
Who told you they loved you: Brandon
Who is your loudest friend: the Katie's.

Do you/Are You.....
Do you like filling these out: when im bored
Do you wear contacts or glasses: no, i should
Do you like yourself: yeah...I'm pretty much the biggest gangster i know
Do you get along with your family: no, not this month.
Do you do drugs: no.
Have piercing below the waist? no
Depressed?: nah
Suicidal?: not anymore

Final questions
What are you listening to right now: my own voice
Can you do a front or back flip?: no
what did you do today: woke up at 2, chilled with Brandon & Linor...& it's only 4:21
What is your favorite band: Senses Fail
Hated someone in your family: no
Got any awards: yes
Have you ever gone streaking?: yea
Want to get married: yeahh
What is your favorite video game?: Zelda
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: a few things
Have a lava lamp: not anymore
How many remote controls are in your house: a lot
What do you dream about: being drunk
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: dr pepper
Silver or Gold: silver
Diamond or pearl: diamonds
Sunset or Sunrise: sunrise
Phone or in person: in person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: oldest


Pictures from the last month....{while I was kicked out of my house}
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But MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST MOST importantly...
Rest In Peace Mark...You are missed dearly & you are ALWAYS in our hearts...







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**Don't Know What I Was Looking 4 When I Went Home...** [Aug. 22nd, 2005|12:02 am]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Back Home_Yellowcard]

I found me alone.And sometimes I need to someone to say you'll be alright,what's on your mind. But the water's shallow here & i am full of fear & empty handed after 2 Looong years...
Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure. Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me & feelin free...Free to stand beside the ocean & moonlight, light myself a smoke beneathe the dark Atlantic sky...

.Drug Dealers.Skate Boarders.Tweakers.Hustlers.Sex Fiends.2 Faced Bitches.
.No Comfort.No Realness.
.Mouth Shut.Ears Open.
.All Nighters Sober..Most Not.
.Drunken Fucks.Passing Out.Cigarette Burns.Can't Sleep.Lust.
.2 Faced Sluts & 2 Faced Thugs. Some Don't, But Most do Drugs.
.Cigarettes.Money.Trucks.Cars.Parties.Blinging Stars.Stealing Cars.
.Boys who think they can Play Games. Girls Who Can.
.Pain.Game.Fame.It's All the Same.LAAAAME.
.Jail.Bail.Out Back In Sin.
.House to House.Mouth to Mouth.
.Brother to Brother.Get Down for Eachother.Get Down with Eachother.
.Look to Look.Crush to Crush.Fuck to Fuck.
.Love no Way...this is how we do in the VaLLey.

I didn't come to realize this. I came home for one reason & it's gone.

The Closest Thing to Perfect...but the FARTHEST thing from me...
I'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on. I'd love to be the friend you call when things are great.
I really deserve a chance to sit across the table & tell you that I think you're wonderdul, & I think you're something special.
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***Now I Ain't Saying She A Gold Digger..But She Ain't Messin Wit No Broke Nigga*** [Aug. 2nd, 2005|04:22 am]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |Diamonds Are Forever_Kany West]

The new awsome foursome...haha.
Fuckerr #1...Kenny {Killa Ken}




Fuckerr #2...Kevin {Killa Kev}




#1 Fuckerrs of ALL Time...






FuCkErRs FuCkErRs FuCkErRs....













Good Times...

Katie, fun party, fun stuff...Happy 22nd Birthday Cornut...Courtdizzle...Courtney!!!
The Girls...
Courtney, Mallory, Linor, Katie, & Me
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Linor,Shannen, & Me
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Courtney, Me, & Katie
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The Boys...
Johnny Boy, Me, Pink, & Kenny
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Johnny Boy....Pink & Kenny






Me...Rocking the shit out of Kenny's Diamonds...Throw Your Diamonds Up Like You A Belimic...

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Random Ass Pictures From Saturday Night...
Jimbo, Me, & Kevin...

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2 More Days Till New York...Bitches.
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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2005|01:27 am]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Timberwolves at New Jersey_Taking Back Sunday]

Okay so this week was really fucking scary. One of my really good friends almost got fucked. There's been so much fucking drama I can't even handle it. Basically my friend fucking ODd the other night at my friends house & we had to call the ambulance. He ended up being okay, but he's still doing the same shit. He almost fucking died...& he's still doing the same shit. Why do people do that? Somebody please tell me? There's been a lot of stupid ass drama occuring this week & I want it to end, or else I'm out. You don't know who's cool with who. You don't know who knows what. You don't know what you are allowed to say. You don't know what to tell people. You don't know who you are allowed to talk to & who you aren't. You don't know who likes you & who hates you. It's all ridiculous....I just want everything to be chill again. Everybody's taking everything the same way...everybody needs to have a group conversation, SOBER, haha...yeah right.

Anwyays, I was bored so I did this shit...

Name: Brittany Danielle Bellucci
*Single or Taken: single
*Sex: girl
*Birthday: 2*21*89
*Sign: Pisces
*Siblings: 1
*Hair color: light brownish
*Shoe size: {Guys} 4.5 {Girls}6.5
*Height: 5'2"
*Innie or Outie: innie
*What are you wearing right now: Black Basketball Shorts & a blue spaghetti strap
*Righty or lefty: Righty

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~Relationships~
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*Who are your closest friends?: Linor
*Do you have a bf or gf: no
*Best place to go for a date: depends on the person you're goign with
*Where is your fav place to shop: abercrombie
*Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: Bellybutton

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*Color: today, my color would be...Orange
*Number(s): 21
*Food: pasta
*Boys name: Davide
*Girls name: Chanele
*Subject in school: everything but Math & PE
*Animal: Lions
*Drink: Senior Pepper!
*Celebrity(ies): I don't know...I like everybody.
*Sport: cheer
*Veggie: eeeew...
*Fruit: Strawberrys
*Fast food place: depends I eat fast food like everyday.
*Place to visit: Africa, Italy
*Month: July/December
*Juice: Orange Pineapple, Dole Bitches!!!
*Finger: I bite them all!!
*Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
*Breakfast: I don't wake up in time for breakfast
*Perfume/Cologne: Burberry Brit
*Favorite cartoon character: Stewie, Family Guy

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Have u ever?
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*Given anyone a bath: no
*Bungee jumped: no
*Made yourself throw-up: yes
*Gone skinny dipping: yes
*Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: yes
*Eaten a dog biscuit: yes
*Put your tongue on a frozen pole: no
*Loved someone that made you cry: yes
*Played truth or dare: yes
*Been in a physical fight: yes
*Been in a police car: yes
*Been on a plane: yes
*Been in a sauna: yes
*Been in a hot tub: yes
*Swam in the ocean: yes
*Fallen asleep in school: yeah
*Ever had a sex dream?: yes
*Broken someone's heart: yes
*Cried when someone died: yes
*Flashed someone: yes
*Lied: yes
*Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: yes
*Saved e-mails: yes
*Wished you were someone else: yes
*Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: yes
*Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
*Been rejected?: no
*Been in love?: yes
*Used someone: no
*Been cheated on?: yes


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First Thing That Comes to Mind
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*Red: blood
*Blue: ocean
*Happy: yellow...i dunno why
*Cow: spots
*Greenland: far & cold & pretty green grass
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random….
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*Your good luck charm: don't have one
*Stupidest thing you have ever done: i've done a lot of stupid things
*Your most prized possession: my cell phone
*Last thing you ate: ice cream cookie sandwhich
*Fave song: relient K_Which to Bury;Us or the Hatchet
*Best Thing that has happened to you this week: Cameron was okay.

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have u had…?
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*Chicken pox: no
*Sore Throat: Yes
*Cold: Yes
*Stitches: no
*Bloody nose: yes
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do u?
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*Believe in love at first sight: yes
*Enjoy parks: i love swings
*Like picnics: uhhh sure
*Like school: yes
*What schools: Granada
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Last Person Who
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*called you: My mom
*Made you laugh the most: Cameron
*Made you smile: Cameron
*You hugged?: Cameron
*Texted you: Linor
*Is the last person you yelled at: I don't remember...probably Mike.
*Can make you feel better no matter what: Erica
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Do You/Are You...
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*Do you like yourself: yes
*Do you like your eyebrows?: yes
*Do you get along with your family: yes
*Do you do drugs?: Do you do drugs fuckerr?
*Do you color your hair: yes
*Do you like peircings below the waist?: what like ankle piercings...haha.
*Habla español? si, muy muy picquito...or however you spell that shit.
*Stolen anything ever?: yes
*Obsessive: no
*Anorexic: no
*Depressed?: no
*Suicidal?: was

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In the opposite sex...
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*Cute and mysterious or wild and sexy: wild and sexy
*Dressy or casual: casual
*Dark or blonde hair: both
*Long or short hair: it doesnt matter
*Curly or straight hair: it doesnt matter
*Dark or light eyes: light
*Long or short nails: short
*Hat or no hat: either? either
*Good or bad: depends
*Hair up or down: ...haha...I could so answer this question.
*Jewelery or none: diamonds are forever fuck faces.
*Tall or short: Taller than me
*Pants or dress: pants
*Tan or fair: tan
*Freckles or none: awwww freckles are cute, but not like...a lot
*What do you notice first about a girl/boy: smile
*Shy or outgoing: outgoing
*Dimples: yes
*What do you like the most in a girl/boy: sense of humor & eyes
*what time is it now: 1:48 a.m.

I Want You...

I'm leaving for New York in 8 Days Fuckerrs!
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~>I'm Hustla Baby...I Just Want You to Know...<~ [Jul. 21st, 2005|01:55 am]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |I Just Wanna Love Ya_Jay Z]

The last couple of weeks have been, uhhh different...

*Pink taught me how to drive stick...

*Kenny's well a hustla...

*Nympho likes to be naked...& Carlos likes it too.

*James hates Linor, but we all know he REALLY LOVES her, haha.

*Mike is well...Mike.

*Cameron...rap star.

*Lotman, no doubt, by far, the weirdest guy I know.

*Trampolines are fun, when it's Linor, Pink, James, & Me...

*Linor killed Leaf...who names their dog Leaf anyway?

*Kevin's in, haha.

*Everybody's afraid of Dani Boy.

*Mike looks cute when he's mad.

*Men with rugs on their chests are extremly attractive...rug burns are so IN!

*Man Boobs anyone?

*Kenny...my lil fuckerr...

*The Neighborhood...big fucking dorks, & I LIKE IT!

...I Can Tell You My Love For You Will Be Strong...
...After The Boys Of Summer Have Gone...


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>Pimpin Ain't Easy
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**I Remember When....** [Jul. 13th, 2005|06:06 pm]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |okayI'm Okay]
[music |I Remember When_WSB]


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*As trust goes some hoes such at that, I know I was just no match for that one cat you lost way back...

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*I wanna go way back, way back past all the happy shit, past pay back
and i gotta reach back in my bag of tricks, rap on a track, yeah 1/2 of you laugh at this...

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*And i'm the better one to ride with, better when you cry, get high with...

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*I remember when i used to call you baby, but you changed shit since lately, i hope you see how crazy, yeah how crazy you made me.

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*I used to call you baby i even made you my lady, now this is how you made me, so crazy, so crazy.

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*You might have been different, felt nice on my linen...& i'd have changed since the day i met yah, felt pain since the day that i aimed to get yah.

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*And they say that i ain't been the same since, they say that i've been changed since the day that...i met you, not a pain that had made sense.

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*That little body man, i'm not gonna cry...cause i don't give a fuck.






*I used to call you baby, but you changed shit since lately, i hope you see how crazy, yeah how crazy you made me.






*I used to call you baby i even made you my lady, now this is how you made me, so crazy, so crazy.

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*I'm just tryin to get away from the memories, but i wonder which way you'll remember me. And i'm afraid that you may be forgettin me, & i'll never forget the shit you said to me.






*I wish you understood what you did bitch, you're no fucking good...

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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2005|02:28 pm]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |optimisticoptimistic]
[music |Emily_From First to Last]

Alright well everybody's doing these...so I'm going to join the club.
First best friend: Jillian
First car: God I fucking wish.
First screen name: dramagurl21
First self purchased album: Spice Girls fursho!
First funeral: my great grandma's
First pet(s): I had a Kitty named Jazzie when i was 5 to when i was like 12
First piercing: belly button, haha...I don't have my ears pierced.
First credit card: don't have one.
First enemy: I can't remember...I've had a lot.
First big trip: New York when I was a few months old.
First musician you REMEMBER hearing in your house: Oh God...who knows.
First kiss: Corey
First Fight: Jillian...if you're talking about like not physical fights.
First Job: babysitting
First Crush: I've looked at guys since I could walk.
First Love: Jorge

Last car ride: from Perks to my house
Last good cry: Uhm...probably whem me & my Mom got into a fight a few weeks ago.
Last laugh: sometime last night
Last movie seen: Dazed & Confused at Linor's house
Last beverage drink: Pomegranet Juice...it's gross
Last food consumed: Cheez it
Last phone call: Cameron
Last time showered: last night before I went to sleep
Last CD played: WSB
Last item bought: food from Taco Bell
Last annoyance: Cameron being drunk
Last disappointment: Saturday when i was going through Erica's myspace, you'd think people change...so sad.
Last time wanting to die: not recently.
Last time scolded:I'm a slick mo fucka...i don't get scolded.
Last shirt worn: my {as Cameron would say} Jungle green Abercombie shirt.
Last shoes worn: Black Vans
Last website visited: myspace
Last kiss: Cameron.


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"*...LoVe_PaSsIoN_aNgEl_MuSiC_rOmAnCe_BaBy...*"
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~>KiLLa Kam<~ [Jun. 19th, 2005|10:41 pm]
Brittany *BeLLe*
[mood |sad...Miss You...]
[music |KiLLa Cam_CamRon]

I'm gonna miss Kami soooo much, she's leaving for 5 weeks. Kami I'm so glad we are friends again...even better than before. Love You Babe...

I know you're going to hate me for this, but it's fine...I Love You...































"All I need is his muffins & his pee pee room"

I Miss You Already...

Have Fun.

- Brittany <333
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